Trying to get things done

I've been working on this and that lately. Trying to get to the point where I feel alright with the world, with myself, with my life...does that ever happen?

I have a good grip on our business books and am hoping to complete them by month end.

I've been trying to follow FLY Lady's routines and have managed to bless my family somewhat, I think...

I've been trying to keep up with my bible reading, but I haven't been feeling really engaged. It's ok though, faith is not a feeling it's believing truth regardless of how I'm feeling.

I've been setting my timer during computer time to reduce the addictive power it has on me, this works sometimes.

I've been trying to say nice things to myself, this is never easy, because I always say it with a smirk, eye roll, or head shake, but I need to stop the negative inner dialogue. I'm trying to treat myself the way I treat my friends (I honestly hope I'm nicer to you guys, cause I have no idea how I could keep my friends if I talked to you the way I sometimes talk to myself) still working on this and will be for the rest of my life.

I've been trying to pray instead of worry about little stuff like bills, health, the future...

I've been reading up lifting blogs and listening to a lot of Focus on the family, in fact I'm addicted to FOTF. Is that OK? I think this is the only thing, out of all the things that I'm hooked on (caffine, blogs, sugar), that is actually good for me, so I guess I'll just go and get a fix right now....

Ok, I'm back. I still need to work on getting a homeschooling routine down, getting to bed by 10pm, getting up by 7am, making good AND healthy food (it's either good OR healthy at this point) and reading to the kids more. With that I'm on my way to blog surf for some good ideas on how to accomplish the above... first I'm setting my timer.